I wonder what takes place in the meantime when you have taken the decision to put an end to your life, so that your death seems inevitable, but the process has not been fully completed yet? How can you tackle these moments from number one to zero, the moment of your irrevocable transition to the “other side”?What happens to your free will then? A historical event and a poet who committed suicide might give an answer. After the ending but before the termination…